I love Tease and Denial

 

 with a emphasis on the Denial Part.

When you surrender

Expect some verbal abuse. 

Expect to suffer mental torture, mind fucking, and from being ignored. Unless, of course you bribe and beg Me nicely and do as you are told. 

Expected to be on your best behavior at all times!!

I am addicted to taking control. I need it. I am like a blood-sucking vampire, no I am a need power-exchange- like the air to breathe Goddess. 

If you do not have control, you can not give up control. So if you’re unworthy to start with then I have no interest in you. Contact someone else, I only want servants of substance!!!

Now if you like to only make yourself low for My pleasure, then step right in. 

I demand that you show Me the proper respect and read My ENTIRE profile, plus all adjunct journal entries before contacting Me. 

Seeking the truly appreciative sub, who enjoys Power Exchange as much as I do. 

Since I have had so many bad experiences with cheap subs I will no longer consider subs who are not willing or able to contribute to My elaborate lifestyle. 

I am a very, very, very discrete and private person. In order to be in continuous contact with Me you have to share a desire to uphold a vanilla image to the outside world. 

Having said that, I am not looking for casual Sex, Not looking for a Boyfriend. Got that? Great move on. 

At this point I am looking for ***real*** submissive who is willing and capable of worshiping Me as the Goddess that I am. 

If you contact Me I expect you to show up and meet Me and serve Me in person. I am not looking for a virtual relationship.

If you seek online-romance or BDSM phone chat, you can find plenty women who will be more than happy to accommodate youout there. I don't have to tell you that the economy still sucks butt...but I would like to have a discussion about it sometimes, as economy is one of My newly discovered favorite topics. 

The RULES are simple:

I am a Queen and I demand to be treated as such. you will give Me all you can to put a smile on My face, you will shower Me with devotion and know that I will always be number one in your life. 

(if you have read this entire profile, please add the number 112 to your message, I search and delete all responses that do not contain this number, so make sure to add it to EACH reply even if W/we've been communicating for years - thanks) [PS Update March 27th 2012: I can reduce My messages by 50% by doing this simple search, I had 18 pages of messages, 9 of which did not include My requested number, it is so simple...tz tz tz]

Things I have done in the past:

*foot and body worship

*bondage

*humiliation

*24/7 TPE

*domestic servitude

*hair fetish

*Uniforms and boots

*edge and taboo play

*discipline /corporal punishment

*trampling

*Rubber and Latex

*forced bi

*cuckolding

*sissy maid / house cleaning

*shopping

*caging

*canning

*race play

*prisoner fantasies

*gags / hoods / body bags

*sensory deprivation

*Chasity

*FD

Important! I do have hard limits, and My new pets are allowed *reasonable* requests as well. 

I do not indulge in 

*any form of permanent injury physical / psychological, including mutilation such as castration etc

*interfering with My vanilla life

*exchange of body fluids of any type

Thanks for all the messages and good luck in your search! 

Just the right red for a true Vileness

 The other day, I went to Bloomingdale's to get, what is probably one of the reddest lipsticks available on the American Market: MAC red. It was highly recommended by the last photographer I worked with. When I entered the make-up section, a new Cruella DeVille lip-gloss caught my attention. The little red tube portraying the image of the evil madame had my name written all over it.

Well finally, has mainstream commerce recognized My needs and created a tool, which allows Me to get into My Vileness mood with the simple waving of a wand. Now I just need to find toe nail polish in the perfect red color;),...  The kind that would turn ANY man into a subservient little pet...at the simple wave of a wand...how exciting...

Of course Mistress will keep you updated on Her quest...

My Fantasy

 As usual, I spent My day fantasizing. My personal fantasies usually revolve around Me meeting a pet boy. The type of pet boy whom I could turn into My full-time, totally-controlled, 24/7, live-in, all-devoted, slave. Actually, let Me clarify something... This pet boy is not a little boy at all. As a matter of fact, the boy should be a very successful, intelligent, and overall outwardly just truly AMAZING individual during the day... But, of course, My complete bitch at night. Mine. This is where it becomes interesting. Why would I envision some total loser to be in My life in ANY capacity? 

After all My gene pool is way too divine to be contaminated by anyone who is not just absolutely splendid - ha  

The same principle applies to the chosen ones I allow to serve My celestial being in any manner. In order to give up control, you must have control. If you suck at life, then there is no point in exploring a power exchange. Keep this in mind at all times. you are not worthless, I do not want you to be a loser, I want you to only degrade yourself for Me, and only Me. Within a safe environment, playing the role and eventually becoming My total bitch. I want you to enter a subservient state, where you desire to submit to Me. I never "force" anyone to anything... you will submit to Me only because you choose to do so, because you CAN. 

If you choose to exit My world, you have permission to be a real person again. At first you do not need Me. I don't complete you, and you do not complete Me. W/we must both be functioning, independent individuals who each have their function and role in society (the world out there). Only if this is the case, can a meaningful Dominant/submissive relationship develop. 

That's it for now, back to selecting just the perfect sissy maid uniform for My future boy-toy.

Review

I have been away from the scene for a while due to personal reasons but recently decided to return to sessioning.  I initially read about Mistress Leona Stern on Max. Intrigued by several positive accounts here, I checked out her blog site and decided to session with her.  Making initial contact was quite easy as she quickly responded to my emails.  After deciding on a day that worked for both of us, the countdown to our session began.

Mistress Stern is a quite attractive Domme...better-looking in person than in her photos, her face is gorgeous.  She is elegant and able to hold an intelligent conversation; she speaks with an engaging German accent.  Her long blonde hair compliments a fantastic figure which was clad in a skin-tight latex outfit when she met me at her play space. It fit like a glove, really showing off her best advantages. 

Mistress Leona allowed me to select only one play activity (I chose electrical) and then told me that she would be in control of all other activities during our session.  This was a refreshing twist for me. 

Without going into too much detail, Mistress demonstrated her superior ability in rope bondage, nipple training, cbt and electrical.  It was obvious that she had thoroughly read my emails as she knew exactly how to push my sub buttons. She had me on my toes...literally...during the entire time and I never knew what to expect next.  She was in total control. She is great at making eye contact and showed how intuitive and perceptive she is by almost reading my mind and reactions during our session. 

I had a wonderful time playing with Mistress Stern....she pushed me but respected my limits at all times, was quite engaging and left me wanting more the next time we play together. 

I highly recommend Leona Stern to all my fellow subs looking for a marvelous session.

Men in heels!

 Mistress loves putting those big manly feet into stilettos. Today I purchased 3 new pairs for all those boys that love to wear sexy heels for Me. All sizes are Womens US, as I am a big believer that good girls should know their appropriate female shoe size. 

 

"Guyliner" and other Shenanigans

 

 

 

 

If you didn't know, I have always had a thing for loved (dorky) little Asian boys. I also just love men in pantyhose, not only leg fashions but also boys in heels, wigs, make-up and especially Guyliner. Guyliner is basically  Eyeliner for Guys. Think Adam Lambert or Brandon Flowers. Maybe try Revlon color stay. Revlon is a make-up brand. CVS. Walgreens. Hello??? Does Mistress need to teach you everything...

BTW when he says "pencil" he means Eyeliner -'Kohl'- Pencil. Do not poke yourself in the eye with an actual pencil! Notice how he keeps saying he is trying to look 'filthy'. - yeah look filthy you slut lol. Nah...really...that guy looks HOT, I also love blonds, especially blonds with Guyliner on ;)

 

Review

Maxfisch : German Mistress Leona Stern

 i would like to share with you guys a great experience i had, because i have been sessioning for many years and it is not easy to find the right Mistresses. Let's say that the first thing i look for is beauty, the second one is total dependence.

i went on internet looking for a beautiful Mistress and I saw the blog of Leona Stern, blonde german Mistress, that impressed me for the perfect body.
So i managed to have the session, which when you deal with professional people should be as smooth as it was in this situation, and when i got there (a location in the UES) i was super kidnapped by the attraction i had for this beautiful lady. we had a very quick chat, friendly, and then she started using her charming german severity to subdue me. like it was a given thing.
i started licking her boots clean and to serve her, but then she got bored of me and decided to use me for her fun. i could still hear her laughing while i was forced to offer intimate attention to a pig-doll she threw at me. this was the only satisfaction i was deserving.

Mistress decided to change dress, and seeing her changing made me crazy. to cool my spirit, she cooly decided to use me as an object and i have been part of the furniture for 30 min in different positions and in different corners of the house. of course this is something that makes me mad....

i was totally exhausted, but she re animated me roping my body, putting a toy in my mounth and simulating a special treatment with the mounth on the other side of the toy.
this was one of the most exciting things it happened into my life ...

needless to say, she is beautiful and curious, but most of all... she knows what the german discipline is ...

thank you Mistress ...