Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Very Demanding



Someone told me today that I’m “too demanding.” Almost like that’s the entire point!!! New York City is literally the most expensive playground on earth so please act accordingly.

Do these men think the taxis fare is paid in compliments? Do they imagine My time is magically unlimited because their desire is so intense RIGHT NOW ??

If anything, I’m undercharging for the unbelievable privilege of being in My presence. This is Manhattan, not a charity  program.

So yes I’m demanding and I need you to show me something real because that weeds out the unserious ones faster. 


Wednesday, June 17, 2009

From My old Blog...

Expect some verbal abuse. Expect to suffer mental torture, mind fucking, and from being ignored. Unless, of course you bribe and beg Me nicely and do as you are told.

I am addicted to taking control. I need it. I am like a blood-sucking vampire, no power-exchange-demanding Goddess. If you do not have control, you cannot give up control. So if you are unworthy to start with then I have no interest in you.

However, if you like to only make yourself low for My pleasure, then step right in.

I demand that you show Me the proper respect and read My ENTIRE profile, plus all adjunct journal entries before contacting Me.

Seeking the truly appreciative sub, who enjoys Power Exchange as much as I do.

Since I have had so many bad experiences, I am a very, very, very discrete and private person. In order to be in continuous contact with Me you have to share a desire to uphold a vanilla image.

Having said that, I am not looking for casual Sex, not looking for a Boyfriend. Got that? Great — move on.

At this point I am looking for a ***real*** submissive who is willing and capable of worshiping Me as the Goddess that I am.

If you answer this ad, I expect you to meet Me and serve Me in person. I am not looking for a virtual relationship.

If you seek online-romance or BDSM phone chat, you can find plenty of women who will be more than happy to accommodate you out there. I don't have to tell you that the economy still sucks butt... but I would like to have a discussion about it sometimes, as economy is one of My newly discovered favorite topics.

The RULES are simple:

I am a princess and I demand to be treated as such. You will give Me all you can to put a smile on My face, you will shower Me with devotion and know that I will always be number one in your life.

(If you have read this entire profile, please add the number 112 to your message. I search and delete all responses that do not contain this number, so make sure to add it to each reply even if we've been communicating for years.)

Things I have done in the past:

  • foot and body worship
  • bondage
  • humiliation
  • 24/7 TPE
  • domestic servitude
  • hair fetish
  • uniforms and boots
  • edge and taboo play
  • discipline / corporal punishment
  • trampling
  • rubber and latex
  • forced bi
  • cuckolding
  • sissy maid / house cleaning
  • shopping
  • caging
  • canning
  • race play
  • prisoner fantasies
  • gags / hoods / body bags
  • sensory deprivation
  • chastity
  • FD

Important! I do have hard limits, and My new pets are allowed reasonable requests as well.

I do not indulge in:

  • Any form of permanent injury physical / psychological, including mutilation
  • Interfering with My vanilla life
  • Exchange of body fluids of any type

Thanks for all the messages and good luck in your search!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Cool Down!

swear, some men have developed a sixth sense for appearing in my inbox the second I’m finally relaxed. It’s like they live in some parallel universe where message frequency = emotional investment. It’s not cute, it’s annoying. 

Today someone wrote Me seven separate messages because I didn’t answer fast enough.
“Are you ignoring me?”
“Did I say something wrong?”
“Hello???”
“Guess you’re not who I thought you were.”

The transformation from “Goddess you’re perfection” to “you’re not even that cute and I am so tired of the fakes out there” (so am I!!) took…
approximately 14 minutes.

Honestly fascinating. Humans should be studied more closely. Good thing I’m starting My psychology degree in the Fall! 

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

German Mistress Leona Stern in NYC

 


Why fantasize when you can face reality? There are plenty of Women who claim dominance and control, but once you leave them, they revert back to their true selves. Nothing wrong with that, but if you really want to serve a lifestyle, German Mistress Who practices what She preaches, then look no further as this might be your chance to realize a reality that has been your fantasy for some time now.

 

I am selective because I CAN be. I am selective because of My Superior mindset. I am selective because, if chosen, you deserve the chance to experience real Domination from a perfect Aryan Goddess. I am selective because it is an honor to be selected by Me to take over your mind, body and soul. I am selective because for every little submissive thought you have in that mind of yours, I can match it times ten with My Dominant thoughts. I am selective because the creativity and imagination I instill comes from a mind that enjoys every ounce of power I possess and will use on you based on whatever fears you may have of serving a Superior Goddess.

 

Why should I choose you? It’s obvious by you coming here that you want to take the first step into realizing your wildest, most perverted fantasy just came true.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Review

I have had a my share of experience serving lifestyle Dommes, but I am quite new to the pro domme scene.
  

Recently, while in New York, I had the luck and privilege of having a session with Ms. Leona Stern.  I use the term "luck" because there are probably more pro Dommes in NYC than anywhere else in the world, so obviously I could have booked a session with any number of other Dommes.  Anytime one contacts a pro Domme for the first time, there is always an element of risk and chance.  I did not know much about Ms. Leona other than the fact that she is beautiful and German. As I speak German, I decided to go with a Domme in my linguistic comfort zone.  

 

   Leaving nothing to chance, I booked my session with Ms. Leona well in advance, to assure her availability.  We exchanged several e-mails, and I requested a role playing scenario, in which Ms. Leona bought me from my former Mistress, and would be training me to either keep for herself, or sell me to another Mistress at a profit, after she had properly trained me, and thus, increased my value.  Although, I suggested this general scenario, there was no script, and Ms. Leona essentially took this suggested scenario and creatively filled in the blanks with her own ideas, which she introduced during our session.  

 

   When Ms. Leona greeted me at the door, she was several inches taller than me in heels, which is certainly a turn-on for most submissive men, but what really shocked me was just how incredibly beautiful she is in real life.  Most women look much better with their hair and make-up done for glamour style photo sessions than they do in person, but truly beautiful women, as in the top one half of 1% of  beautiful women, look even better in their everyday hair and light make-up.  Just as make-up improves the appearance of average woman by obscuring flaws, so too can make-up conceal the perfection of a goddess.

 

Needless to say, Ms. Leona is in this upper echelon of naturally beautiful women, who belong in the goddess category.  She is reminiscent of the prettiest girl in the school, that every guy lusts after, but with whom few will ever have a chance. Clearly, Ms. Leona is aware of the power her beauty has over men and she did not hesitate to remind me that a guy like me would never have a chance to be her boyfriend, so I should be happy to simply have the opportunity to just maybe, possibly be one of her many slaves.  

 

Many in the scene, both dominant women and submissive men, believe the common stereotype that the "real Dommes" tend to look like "real women," whereas the beautiful pro Dommes are simply capitalizing on their looks in order to fulfill male fantasies for money.  This reverse lookism in the BDSM scene is not surprisingly common among less attractive Dommes.  Ms. Leona shatters this stereotype with each crack of the whip.

 

Although she has the face and body of a model, Ms. Leona is anything but the stereotypical "Barbie with a whip," just going through the motions of domination.  It was quite clear that although we were engaged in a role playing scenario, Ms. Leona is very much a true lifestyle Domme.  So adept was Ms. Leona during our session, that at times, it was hard to know whether we were really in a mere role playing scenario, or whether it was starting to blend into reality.  This is in marked contrast to the "Barbie with a whip" femme domme videos we have all scene, where the viewer never comes close to experiencing "suspension of disbelief."

 

Ms. Leona's natural dominance is well complemented by her high level of intelligence, which I am sure contributes to her creativity, but it also gives her a right to feel superior to her male worshippers.  Let's face it.  It is very difficult to be utterly submissive and devoted to a woman who is not all that bright, no matter how beautiful she is.  Intelligence is every bit an important quality in a Domina as appearance and Ms. Leona has both in spades.

 

Although our session involved neither sex nor drugs, at the conclusion of our session, I felt a form of euphoric intoxication far longer and more intense than a run of the mill orgasm or cannaboid high.  If this is what heroin feels like, I can now understand why it so hard to quit.  If I lived in NYC or if Ms. Leona lived closer to me, I believe it would not be long before I would fall under the spell of this intoxicating Domme and try to session with her every week.  So, perhaps it is best that I live far enough away to avoid becoming a full-blown addict.  

 

Before I sessioned with Ms. Leona, I could not find any reviews of her, which did admittedly cause me some concern.  In the back of my mind, I was thinking maybe no one was impressed enough to write a positive review and if there were any negative reviews, they would be removed from the site.  After my positive experience, I decided that I should write a well deserved review in praise of Ms. Leona for those who are reluctant to see Dommes who have not been "vetted" with positive reviews or other credentials. 

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Wrote this in 2007



So, I have been thinking to do one of those NYC “Foot parties” for a while, trying to figure out what they are all about. Last night, I finally made my way out there. It was definitely a new experience; first, I had an orientation with a very young, tall girl with straight red hair. She was quite tipsy and seemed to enjoy talking about getting her feet worshiped. The girls next to me were definitely new at this, the looks on their faces: priceless. I think one little Asian girl even stormed out before she even had her first “foot session”. The deal: guys pay a cover charge and $20 for every 10 minutes they get to play with selected girls' feet. (Egg timer anyone?)


It was different from the foot parties that are held at fetish clubs, such as Bloody Monday, in a variety of ways. First: there is definitely more people, guys and girls. Also the girls seem younger, while the guys seem older than at the parties I have been to. Now as far as the guys are concerned, this was the weirdest part; boys were actually paying me for something I used to give up for free all the time. On the down side, oh man, they are way more pushy, demanding and went right down to business.

All over it was fun, I’ll probably do it again.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

New Pictures coming soon!

Had a great Photoshoot at the NYC Rubber Studio this week. Very excited about the new fits from Purple Passion I got to showcase. 
 
 

 

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Position for additional personal bitch to join My New York City stable recently became available!

Humans are creatures of habit, hence this servant must be reliable, trustworthy, prompt, and eager to please the Goddess, in whichever way She desires. Be a quick learner and self-motivated. Must have enough time on your hands to serve when needed.

Duties may include cleaning, running errands, Fußpflege, arranging meals, Internet research, written assignments, chauffeur duty. Not only financial, but spiritual generosity is vital.

Will favor candidate with knowledge of (or willing to independently acquire) German language skills. 

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