Am I too picky? Am I too demanding? Probably, but the fact of the matter is that I have found everything I am looking for in a vanilla partner in the past, why can't I find all of it in a sub? Is it the nature of the relationship?
I have been looking for My perfect little sub boy for years, ... the one for Me who will eventually hand over his/her live without regrets, who will trust Me without hesitation, one who will not have this exact past, because he/ she has never felt that strongly about another person.
Maybe you’re right, maybe that does take time. . .
Maybe I am too young, still too much in My own ""play-phase"
However after spending all this time looking, just to be disappointed, I am tired of it...I really am.
So exhausted and burned out from finding all kinds of Mr Wrong or Mr Right Now
And don’t get Me started on people pretending. Pfui. Awful.
Just be honest with your intentions- if it’s just a fantasy you can just say that.
I know it will happen eventually, maybe when I least expect it. For now...I'll enjoy the rest of My 20s, alone - for now.
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