Update

I recently transferred my old blog to this new home. Some of the posts? Honestly… they sound insane to Me now, funny in a ridiculous kind of way and Immature. But they’re part of me. Part of my history. Part of my growth. I’ve learned a lot since then, and some of it no longer reflects who I am today , but I’ve kept most of it. Because transparency matters. Growth matters. Even the messy, chaotic parts of me are worth keeping.

The whole thing felt a bit like opening a time capsule I didn’t ask for. I scrolled through posts I barely remembered writing and thought, Oh god… was I okay? Spoiler: a lot of times I wasn’t.  

Still some of it is brilliant. A lot of it is chaos. And some of them, especially during college sounds like I was powered entirely by caffeine and delusion (probably accurate assesment)

But here’s the thing: it’s all me. Or it was me.
And I’m not interested in pretending those versions of Me didn’t exist.

I’ve grown a lot since then, through many mistakes, failed relationships, messiness, impulsive decisions, and moments where I thought I understood everything but actually understood nothing. And honestly? I like that. I’d rather be someone who evolves than someone who is too insecure to be completely authentic and stays perfectly curated all the time.  

So yes, some posts no longer reflect who I am today. And yes, I left them up anyway..

My growth deserves evidence.
Because I’m not trying to erase my history I’m being accountable for it. 

All the versions of me built the powerful, experienced Woman writing this today. And She finally truly not scared of being seen exactly the way I am.